Memories of my early life include being mysteriously attractive to anyone with a sad story. From their stories, and then from my testing out their dramatic stories in my own life I was treated to an Earth School lesson plan that taught about low self-esteem and lack of boundaries.
So being psychic should have made this all unnecessary right?
The temptation to rely on external sources for the answers is a seduction that is hard to resist. I guarantee the answers you are looking for lie within your being. You say you don't know? What if you did? The reason you say you don't know is because the answer is not the one you want it to be. It is that simple. We want what we want, period. If a client wants me to tell them that they are going to lose 100 pounds with no effort we both know the truth is that it will require their energy to insure success. I do not possess a magic wand that will instantly change your reality, however, we can reveal the information to assist you in identifying what is on your perfect path.
A good reading can get you through to the heart of an issue that is going on in your life and assist you in identifying the root of it. If you have an on going problem with co-workers and think it's always them, we can look at what it is within you that magnetizes these situations to you, consider what lesson you may have to learn from them, get your power back and send you in a new direction. These may not have been the answers exactly that you were wanting but the experience will include giving you options and power to shift and move toward that which you desire. It is uncanny how many times people will tell me that "they already knew" what I am telling them, and I say, "Of course you do!" We know what we want to know. If our knowing is not in agreement with our ego self, we have a little tantrum and say "I don't know! You tell me!!" thereby shifting the responsibility of our knowing onto someone else. It works until it doesn't, until that day that your spirit says to you, "Listen here, I have been telling you for months that your relationship with so and so is over and you are not listening. Now, I will attract a situation to you that will prove to you that which you already know, it's time to be done with him/her." You go about your business and suddenly planted directly in your path is proof that your proof that your information has been correct all along, proof that your relationship with so and so IS over, you just didn't want that to be the answer. I know, it stinks.
The way the Universe presents all of this to me is like this; first we get an idea that so and so is cheating, we squash it down because that makes us feel better. Second, we have a dream or some other intuitive hit that our first intuitive hit was correct, we dismiss it because it is also uncomfortable. During this process we adjust ourselves to becoming more at home with the discomfort because it's really our "imagination". We remove ourselves further and further from our spirit home base and this simultaneously lowers our self-esteem. It is a vicious cycle of denial and non-trust. Finally, when we are presented with the proof that so and so is cheating on us we act all surprised, you know, because we had no idea...right.
Tap, tap, shove. First you get an intuitive tap on the shoulder that something may be wrong, then you get a second intuitive tap on the shoulder, if after these first taps we have not trusted our intuition, we get the shove. The shove is generally much more dramatic and intense but it does get our attention!
We are not arbitrarily picked out to have tough lessons in life, this is life. It is our choice to flow with our innate intuitive process and lessen the blows or paddle upstream and create extra resistance. If you began today to view each challenge as a lesson, like in school, what do you suppose you would be learning? What could the teaching be? If someone gave you all the answers would your knowing be your own? Keep in mind, the teaching will be one that will elevate, enlighten and empower you. When you have identified what your truths are in the lesson, you will pass that lesson and move on with your life. It is a gentle and flowing process when we allow it. It may be that you need some gentle guidance through the white water of your life, if so, ask for it. This is the blessing of living in this time in history; the availability of wise and wonderful energy workers is huge!
You are on your perfect path and when you come to the bumps in the road, I pray for you to have the strength to trust yourself and to know what you know.
May you be blessed.