This feels like a woman married to or partnered with Dan. She had a long period of
breast cancer and lived with considerable pain both physical and mental over her illness. She's showing me that she expressed anger and often spewed it out on you, she is sorry for taking you for granted. Her anger stemmed from not wanting to leave this life, she sees now the wake of pain she left by her behavior.
She sees that you are beginning to move on. She also sees the sacrifices you made
to see that she was cared for, thank you so much. "We were so in love for so many years, I made a mess of things at the end. Please forgive me and remember that great
love affair we began with." Remember Hawaii.