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far back as I can recall my passion has been to work
intimately with people to alleviate the suffering and
pain brought on by this life experience. As a child
I imagined I was doctor, nurse, teacher and mother,
always focusing my attention on the person before me
rather than on my own person within. Believing it was
my calling to care for others and neglecting my own
self-care, I journeyed down a path that was dark and
scary.
I believe the spirit will always provide the opportunity
to seek out the light or stumble into the darkness.
I stumbled blindly into the darkness investing a bit
more than a decade learning the tolerance level of my
being by indiscriminately attaching to suffering spirits
while under the influence of mind-altering substances.
This proved to be my deepest learning ground for I had
compromised and sacrificed my body, my mind and my spirit,
ending in what some refer to as the "dark night
of the soul."
Incredibly, during my lowest point, angels in human
form emerged in my life and lovingly guided me from
the darkness into the light. My guides persisted in
showing me the symbolism of each painful point I had
encountered. At last I had the confirmation that this
pain was not without substance for my higher good. As
I reflect, it is clear that my soul was in its own special
kind of university, learning in its own unique way,
its strengths and its vulnerabilities.
Being blessed with a loving, progressive and open minded
Mother, I have always been allowed to be me. As a child
I knew that there was something different in my perception
of the human experience. I had difficulties reconciling
things that I "knew" with the real world.
My psychic ability has been present since childhood,
and I have worked and studied to develop my spirit connection
in order that I may use this gift of service for the
highest good of my world community. |